Finally...

I'm in MIL house...the best part...jumpa my lovely dotter Nia...oh, rindunya...tapi yg sedihnya...dia x kenal i..huhuhu...sabar jakla...insyallah, few days okla...pasni, kita takkan berpisah lg k...never!hmm..at least smpi abis darjah 6..mudah-mudahan pjg umur...Amin.

Cuti panjang! Next week balik Sabah...bestnya...sambut Raya Haji dgn keluarga...sangat merindui Mama & Bapa d Makkah..semoga segalanya dipermudahkan...dan ibadat Haji mereka diterima Allah...Amin..

:-) 

My new blog...

Salam semua...

How are u today? hope everything's fine and happy..like me;-)

Yeap..this is my brand new blog;-p...this blog would be my life journal...my very first blog is here..itu blog test2 and asah skill..mula2 nak delete sj tp biarlah kan..buat kenangan..:-)

My second blog was here..host in my own webhosting. i love this blog..pinky gitu..Today, i make a decision to make it has an own niche..it will be all about my passion..in craft & books! and also new update about my online shop...kinda official blog gitu...so, all personal post will move in this 'new house'...semuanya saya letakkan bwh label post lama...

i will write about my life..my family..aktiviti masak2 ka..aktiviti jalan2 ka...dan apa2 saja yang menarik perhatian saya...

Harapan sy, dengan blog ni sy dpt keep in touch with family, friends and new friends also...u're welcome to be my friends..let's share the beauty of our life together...

Last but not least, i wanna live life to the fullest...enjoy every second of my life with gratefulness to Allah...either it's sweet or bitter!

Mother..the best job ever!

Being a mother is just like a miracle in someone's life..including me!

Yeap, sometimes there's obstacles towards our journey as a mother..but i kept remind myself, u're not the only person get through this and this..in fact, all people all over the world called mother felt the same way in certain situation..

It breaks my heart when a mother do something bad to their child..such as scold them in a 'terrible' way..call them with bad words..Remember this always, every words is a pray..if God accept it, then whatever we said will become reality! isn't it scary?

I wish i'll be a good mother to Baby Nia..will learn more on parenting info and try as best as i can..

Missed her much..coz she's not by my side right now..she's with my MIL due to babysitter problem...but only for a couple of weeks(it's seems a year for me...huhu) only God know how i missed to kiss her and say this for thousand times...(got my own tune of voice when say this)..:-)

"Nia...ibu love you..love you forever n ever..be a good girl ya sayang..."

See you next week Nia..Wait for ibu okay..it's a long holiday..(*BIG smile again..haha) Abah already told ibu we'll have a trip to Kundasang..can i say yahoo?yeah...love being there...

Till then..

*For mothers out there..whoever you are..let's appreciate our GIFT from GOD and enjoy our journey of motherhood! Make it sweet coz not all people lucky like us...For those who still wait for the GIFT..keep on praying..Remember this, ALLAH loves you! don't give up...

Love,

Mommy Nia

Let's BE STRONG!

Dedicated to me & all my beloved siblings...

"All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight"

"So I won't give up, no I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong even if it all goes wrong"

"All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams"

"It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes"

"Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart"

Miss her!

Senyumlah di saat hati ingin menangis...

Adakalanya...

Hari yang panas dan ceria

Bertukar mendung seketika

Mentari merangkak pergi

Gumpalan awan bertandang sisi

Hati gundah...

Tercari-cari

Ke mana perginya mentari yang dinanti

 

Begitulah hidup...

Di saat kau selesa dengan kehidupan

Tiba-tiba kau diuji dengan kehilangan

Kehilangan nikmat harta

Kehilangan nikmat ilmu

Kehilangan nikmat rakan dan keluarga

dan kau meratapinya...

Bila kau memandang segalanya dari Tuhanmu...

Yang menciptakan segalanya

Yang menimpakan ujian

Yang menjadikan sakit hatimu

Yang membuatkan keinginanmu terhalang

Serta menyusahkan hidupmu

Pasti akan damailah hatimu..kerna...

Masakan Allah sengaja mentakdirkan segalanya untuk sesuatu yang sia-sia

Bukan Allah tak tahu derita hidupmu...

Retaknya hatimu...

Sengsaranya sukmamu...

Mungkin itulah yang DIA mahukan

kerna..DIA tahu

Hati yang sebeginilah

Selalunya lebih lunak dan mudah

Untuk DEKAT dan AKRAB dengan-NYA

 

Saat hujan turun membasahi hatimu

Kau menangis kerna

Merasa beratnya ujian tidak tergalas

~SENYUMLAH~

kerna

Allah mendatangkan kepadamu pelangi nan indah

Selepas hujan sirna kelamnya

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) dan ia mendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya"
(Al-Baqarah:284)

*Sumber: Forum www.iluvislam.com

--->> Such a beautiful poem..i wish i could always smile whenever i felt down...but i know, Allah is always there for me..Their sad faces kept flashing in my eyes n mind when i leave them...airmata itu pasti luruh..

Ya Allah...Aku mohon moga ada pertemuan lagi selepas ini..aku masih ingin memeluk dan mencium mereka, memohon ampun untuk kesekian kalinya dan membahagiakan mereka semampuku...Mama & Bapa tercinta..Amin.

*P/s: Buat yang terbaca entri ini, walausiapapun anda...mari raikan ibubapa kita...

Frame Newborn Nia..

Oh..adakah aku kebaru2an baru dpt baby?

tak kesahla...yang penting....i like...i'm happy all the time loh...bahagia...hehehe

Dia membuatku tersenyum...

Tada...i like this pic...tau napa? 1st, coz terserlah 'kedusunan' anakku ini..ehehe..i kan org Dusun..2nd, tangan nia mcm ala2 hai atau tabik gitu..pandai anak ibu...Skrg bila stress, ingat saja wajah Nia yang shomeyl tgh senyum dengan kiutnya, sure..i'll smile n felt motivated again..

Alhamdulillah...Thanks Allah!

Latest Nia...

Nia dah Tembams..hik3

Nia ready mo pi klinik..coz ruam di leher..cian..

We love you Nia..

~ Ibu&Abah~

3 days 2 night at 'special hotel'...Part 1

Salam all...

uhhuhu...lama tak update blog ni...sowwi...yes, i admitted at hospital for pre-mature contraction..adoi..mcmtu plk rasanya sakit perut nk bersalin..masalahnya tak cukup bulan lg..This is how the story begin...

Last monday, rasa sakit perut..actually dr malam tu tak dapat tidur coz perut rasa semacam...ingatkan normal..tp pagi tu mmg tak tahan..then, call hubby n ajak ke klinik...sampai klinik ramai org plk...tunggu punya tunggu...pelik rasa perut...mmg sakit tp time baby mengeras tu lagi sakit...tgk jam selang 5 minit baby mengeras..ada masa tu selang 3 minit...tak bley jadi ni..takkan nk tunggu lg sedangkan ada 13 patient lg kat depan...

So, ajakla hubby gi spital.."x takut kena admit?"..huhu...tak kisahla...dh sakit ni. sampai hospital terus kena pi sut bersalin..bilik 23, pakai uniform terus...pastu cek contraction guna machine tu(yg ada kuar2 graf tu) ckp ngn nurse...sy br 34 weeks ni, takkan dh nk deliver...nurse tu cakap...kita check bukaan rahim dulu, kalo takda doktor akan bg ubat...supaya ilang sakit n baby tak klr...

ok...x lama tu, dtg sorang nurse dgn jarum kat tangan...ohho...suntikan utk kuatkan paru2 baby...in case kalo 'terbersalin' pernafasan dia ok skit...huhu..maintain macho jak..but the truth is..inilah suntikan yg paling sakit yg pernah sy dpt dlm hidup ni...serius sakit!oh..ibu...insap kejap...bukan senang rupanya nk jadi ibu ni...pastu, nurse cakap ada lg suntikan kedua selepas 12 jam...dalam kul 10 lbh mlm ni...erkk..ok...

Lps scan...kena htr ke wad..msk 1st class..okla juga...ada tempat nk solat n tandas dekat....selang 15 minit diberi mkn pil utk hilangkan sakit perut...since belum ada bukaan rahim. Rupanya pil ni ada kesan sampingan...sakit kepala yg amat, sakit tengkuk, sakit badan...pastu...nk tidur pun tak dapat...huhu...

Takapala...demi babyku sayang...ibu redha kok;-)

Ok, nnti sambung...got 2 go...adios!

Happy Birthday Rapunzell;-)

Sori...dori..strawberi...coz long time with no n3..hihi. Well, today is my sister birthday...wah, u're getting older dear..aisey, tp i lagi tua daa..huhu. She's quite 'pendiam' at home...hmm, but now i think not really la..org ckp muka kami lebih kurang jak..tapi she's the big small version. kui3x...u know what i mean...Here's the birthday girl...masa kicil agak tembam but bila besar tidak pula..sy opposite plk...huhu

Buat adikku tersayang...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY n semoga rahmat Allah sentiasa mengiringi perjalanan hidupmu..Amin.

Love,

Kehadiranmu kutunggu...

Comel kan...kan?? Skrg ni suka sgt tgk gmbr baby...Dah scan aritu, Baby Girl..kata bapa, tak kisahla girl or boy..yang penting ada zuriat. You're totally right pa'...Syukur Alhamdulillah. My 'bapa' (i called him bapa) is a very positive person..t'ingat kisah dulu...bapa tolak dengan baik bila grandpa cadang utk kawin lagi bila puteri keempat bapa lahir..( kami 6 beradik semua pompuan plus yg ketujuh..1 adopted brother). Yang lucunya...sy masa tu br darjah 3 kalo tak silap...kbtln terdengar perbualan tu masa dh nk tidur, i cried sepenuh hati..ohho..takotnya jd lagenda bwg putih, bwg merah..haha3x..itu crita dolu2..rasanya bapa pun xtau yg anaknya ni dh 'ter..curi' dgr..ehehe..

Macam-macam perasaan bercampur baur sekarang..excited, nervous, risau..happy...n macam2 lg la..well,nampak tak countdown kat tepi tu...el's baby, 45 days to go...i like...ternampak widget tu kat blog someone..then, jatuh cinta...so, paste kat blog...so cute kan..

Moga semuanya berjalan lancar...Ya Allah, permudahkanlah semuanya...rasa macam risau je coz 1st experience...kena banyak membaca ni..tapi makin dibaca, makin risau pulak...tapi bila difikirkan dah ramai ibu yang melaluinya..sy yakin dapat melaluinya dengan baik jg...Insyallah. So, doakan sy ya...i found this interesting site..untuk parents...ada byk info tentang keibubapaan kat sini..Ratuhati.Com. Apalagi...jom tambah ilmu...;-) sy baru nk jadi member ni..Thanks to the site founder!